Mood: Pensive
Playing: Rocketeer-Far East Movement
I will start off with a funny-ish story first today! In French class, I asked Ceajae and Sagiv, if they have heard the song "Rocketeer" by Far East Movement. Instead of replying yes or no, the two of them broke into song and sang it. Haha, I thought it was very amusing! Let's see what else is going in my life. I've been trying to dress nicer at school, but no one seems to notice. I have been practicing things I haven't done in years like dancing and writing in a diary consistently. In a way my blog is a sort of diary with pictures, so I tend to update this more than my diary...
On Rebecca's
blog, she recommended this
Color Test and I took it. It's surprisingly accurate. The results below are what I got and what I write in blue is my commentary! You should take it. It's really easy and it actually describes me fairly well. I've taken tons of personality tests and they were pretty far off...
Your Existing Situation(Pretty true)
Feeling dissatisfied in her current situation and has a strong desire to escape or find an immediate solution.
Your Stress Sources
"Always trying to make a good impression on others, but doubtful she is succeeding. Feels she has the right to everything she hopes and dreams of and becomes annoyed and helpless when things don't go her way.
(I don't feel a right to it, but I would like me goals to be achieved. I do become annoyed and helpless though.)Is troubled by the very thought of failure which leaves her feeling miserable
.(This sentence is fairly true.) Always sees herself as the victim as if everyone treats her poorly and she never is given her fair share. Feels her failures are no fault of her own, but due to the shortcomings of others.
(Not completely true.)"
Your Restrained Characteristics
Giving more than she is getting back and feels misunderstood and unappreciated. Feels she is being forced into compromising and even her close relationships leave her feeling emotional distant.
(Pretty true)
Applies tough standards to her potential partner and demands an unrealistic perfection in her sex life.
(I'm a kid. I don't have a sex life.)
Her arrogance causes her to take offense quickly. Only those closest to her know deep down she is sensitive and sentimental.
Your Desired Objective
Feels as if her hopes and dreams have been unfairly stomped on by others. Irritated and upset with her current situation which she feels is an insult to her true desires.
(I don't feel like it's an insult, but I do feel like people are always telling me my hopes and dreams will never happen. My most skeptical friend is one who wants to be an actress. Sagiv is actually the one who's pushing me to follow my dreams. He told me that if I want to be in the fashion world, I should get my name out there.)
Your Actual Problem
"Inability to reach her goals, she is afraid to create or pursue new goals because she fears the rejection and let down they may cause her. she is feeling anxious and escapes by withdrawing into herself and protecting her emotions leaving her moody and depressed."
(I can't help not wanting to pursue new goals, when I get knocked down every time like in horseback riding, ballet, jazz, guitar, piano, sprinting, and lacrosse.)
Your Actual Problem #2
"Feeling a lack of energy, she does not wish to be involved in further activity or give in to demands. She is feeling powerless causing her stress, agitation, and irritation, all which she tries to escape by refusing to participate altogether. She is determined to get her own way in the end and is cautious as she puts her plan in action."
(Sadly, this is kind of true...)
That's the end of my results...This post made me look really bad, I know. It made me look like a whiny teenager, but don't criticize me until you see your results, haha! Really, go try it!
Now that you've taken the test, do you believe it describes you?